1. |
Smile (Overthinking)
04:10
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I think I’m losing my mind
Would you tell me, would you tell me if I’m
Going to loose yeah if I’m going too loose
I think I’m over possessive, obsessive I know
I know what I feel, yeah
I know what I feel, do you?
Distance, break down at the sight of it
Lost love, lost mates, lost sight of life a bit
The world’s crumbling beneath or toes and everybody knows
But we’ll die before we’re made to look stupid.
Touch ground, love sounds flutter in the air like Cupid is here, in my ear
Say you want me, say you do, say you’re lonely I am too
Require validation.
Maybe that’s the point that I am making,
write about mistakes and then I go and do the same thing
Why should you care about the steps that I am taking?
I’m just spilling words (stop) without even aiming (always gonna)
Latch on, latch off, shit either way
All in need of an outlet we can hideaway
All in favour we just try, please say I
Yeah all in favour we just try, please say I.
I think I’m losing my mind
Would you tell me
Would you tell me if I’m losing time.
Time costs, I’m lost, lost in the same old froth,
Happy hereon’t wake me from my slumber,
deep in the hours I’ve been under.
Times like the sun leave you sunburnt
No returns and very little guarantee,
I think you’ve earned to rest your tired tappy feet
Sit back look back upon the beach,
The more you overthink the stress the worse it’s gonna be so…
Mum, I know at times you feel done
Possibly numb when the pain is at the door again
I understand you are just another human being now
Not immune to feeling down, who is?
I did wonder where I got the overthinking from
Breaking into tears because once again another year is gone
Pour yourself a gin, indulge in the sin of it.
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2. |
Change Ur pace
03:09
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If only my bones had a pass to the fast track,
Sitting on my own with a glass at the bar that
Bar back was a mate and they fled from the city out the gates
Some come some go yet I know
Faced with a foe hearts got broke
Pose for the phone
Home and alone tone down with the noise,
can’t quite think and I’m restless
Then it starts: its on top,
Pains in the brain and the thoughts can stop
Maybe a touch would fix this or maybe that’s just a temporary wish-list
So put the armour back on and just step out the door
And hope that the clouds don’t pour.
Yeah I hope that the clouds don’t pour
My backs against my bed,
but I want to be in yours instead
Stumbling home I know the way, the way, the way, the way
Mumbling on I know the way, the way, the way
My backs against my bed,
but I want to be in yours instead
Stumbling home I know the way, the way, the way, the way
Mumbling on I know the way, the way, the way
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah easy mate
How you doing? (Not great)
Yeah easy mate
Pass by slight look in the eye I was ashamed I didn’t ask for a pint. (Why?)
See, not many mates know my recent state, I’ve been carrying a weight that could be hard to relate, so, to pass by is an easier way, than to sit and distribute the weight.
Look, See:
bad news, dark truths, dark secrets,
not the youngest any more but still sleepless.
The families grown now,
I couldn’t be more proud,
considering the roots that have harboured it,
grandfathered it, but we’re still here.
Good people got scars that have shaped us.
And I say this to all of my mates, big love never short of a hug.
My backs against my bed,
but I want to be in yours instead
Stumbling home I know the way, the way, the way, the way
Mumbling on I know the way, the way, the way
My backs against my bed,
but I want to be in yours instead
Stumbling home I know the way, the way, the way, the way
Mumbling on I know the way, the way, the way
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3. |
Notice
02:08
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Yeah yeah yeah yeah (x2)
Look at that wind blown tree
Sittin’ there in the sea breeze
All it sees is sea
See, we
Try so hard to break free
When it’s so easy to let go
So easy to hold on, and on, and on
Still singing to the same old songs
Way too drunk singing ain’t nothing wrong (ain’t nothing wrong)
Swear there ain’t nothing wrong
Don’t believe me that’s fine
I just think we need time
To just think about why
Some of us can’t stop
Simply no self control
Some of us on a one way street
Think purely of ourselves
Some care so much about others
Ignore their own bad health
What about if that’s all okay
If we notice our ways and try to make change
Are we aware of pain
I choose to ignore and blame on another
See when I feel something that’s real
I pretend it’s not to confuse the plot (confuse the plot)
Maybe it’s worse that we’re aware
To let it slide, say it’s alright, pretend that we’re not scared like
Look at that wind blown tree
Sittin’ there in the sea breeze
All it sees is sea
See, we
Try so hard to break free.
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4. |
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Yeah we’re cooking tagliatelle,
watching something stupid on telly
Someone’s singing in the shower yeah I think it’s Teddy
Sipping on a bevvy filling up the belly heavy, stop.
Sit down and just breathe a bit.
Cooking something else but you can’t just eat a bit.
Step lightly in the night see walls like paper
I can hear Mike’s vapour,
I can hear it from the first floor
I think that you deserve more,
Now I’m stalling let me move back
give space let’s make this a new track
The walls are spotty from the blu tack
posters of the past make me laugh don’t assume that…
You’re not welcome cus you always are,
come for a cuppa any time just press start
Just press start we could play just dance,
shouting up the stairs yeah I’m going shop who cares
Get us a tinny and a can of lilt swiftly blu knocked his head this is the sound it spilt:
I can’t believe where the times gone,
still not a clue which path I’m on,
cutting about under red skies
I can’t comprehend how the time flies.
Catch us cheffing up aromas,
bozos slumped on the sofas,
two magpies out the window,
two for joy but we’ll let the wind blow
Tagliatelle on the stove top,
mix the garlic with a rough chop.
Add the vino and the other stuff
but we always save enough for another glass
Tagliatelle on the stove top,
mix the garlic with a rough chop.
Add the vino and the other stuff
but we always save enough for another glass.
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5. |
Rest
03:13
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All you see ain’t all you need so
Cold concrete beneath my feet
I think I found what I was finally looking for
A cold city full of warm peeps
I can see a home far outside the door
Cold concrete beneath my feet
I think I found what I was finally looking for
A cold city full of warm peeps
I can see a home far outside the door
Left my keys at home, petered on and looked to further
The bumpy path on which I’m traveling on to keep a purpose
Something that I’ll never find but yet it’s always there
At times it disappears and leaves you with fuck all to care
Yeah
But I’m on your side
I won’t run nor hide
You gotta see past all the bullshit
Just pass us the ball quick, yeah
Please stay with me now
Don’t go, I know
How easy it is to turn things off
You found peace for a minute but now that’s lost so
Rest your head
Don’t settle in the mess
Look forward the pain’s cornered
Yeah it feels as though there’s no escape
You gotta push past the nonsense and phone a mate
Yeah
Cold concrete beneath my feet
I think I found what I was finally looking for
A cold city full of warm peeps
I can see a home fire outside the door
Cold concrete beneath my feet
I think I found what I was finally looking for
A cold city full of warm peeps
I can see a home far outside the door
The way you close your eyes so peacefully
Stay until the morning comes, please
Scary I know, to let yourself be vulnerable
Pick it up where we left it
I can’t help but assess things
And my doubts ain’t the best thing
But your strength is clear and I rate that
You’ve got eyes on the back of your head
And if I ever fucked up or made a mistake
I’m sure that you’d have me dead
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6. |
Stars (feat. Adam Ash)
03:41
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I can see the stars from here
I can feel the heat from here, down.
Can you show me the way?
Feel like I’m gonna drown, take me.
I can see the stars from here
I can feel the heat from here, down.
Can you show me the way?
Feel like I’m gonna drown, so tell me:
Would you let me drown and smile while I sleep?
Insecure would play it down so fuck me
I don’t even see the point in getting dressed some days
Thinking of the times that you would say my name
I’m aware of the mistakes that I made
Chase the paper do you really think I’m evil as darth vader? I’m not, la la la la la.
Well, see through BB guns, seaside chips and sun,
tequila, tequila
Timberlakes senorita
memories I will keep yeh
I can see the stars from here
I can feel the heat from here, down.
Can you show me the way?
Feel like I’m gonna drown.
Yeah I’m aware of the mistakes that I made.
Lost a couple pieces of the puzzle,
Along the way I put my feet deep in the puddle
Confused of my direction for some months but,
I’m happy in the dark without a compass, come past
Just knock on the door,
if I’m in I’m sure I’ll hear you cus I’m on the first floor
Finally learnt how to talk how to walk
with my head high
eyes dart, hands shake,
lose the goosebumps
Winds cold like ice cream my tooth’s numb
Never settle for less
Do what you need to relieve your stress,
but be aware that we are all on the same boat, take note
From every little moment
You can’t see it on your screen
you can’t flee from every scene
you can’t air life.
You’ve got to wake up and reply.
Wake up and reply,
this isn’t a dream.
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7. |
Postcode
02:50
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I didn’t think I’d find myself here
Waiting for the last bus home
I can’t forget the fucking postcode
I can’t believe I don’t know
I tell myself I need to calm down
I’ve lost sight of what is true
But that noise is unbearable
Like they’re drilling through the roof
So I get back into bed again
Like that’s gonna fix a thing
All the frustration, pain rings, fists clenched
Yeah before I even blink
Well I can’t give up and yet I can give in
Like the ghosts are so close they could almost touch my skin
Yeah yeah (x3)
It seems this path is coming to an end now
But I can’t find another lane
I really didn’t think that I could get this way
And I can’t even feel the pain
It seems this path is coming to an end now
But I can’t find another lane
I really didn’t think that I could get this way
And I can’t even feel the pain
Tell me that I’m selfish
Tell me that I’m blind
Well tell me that you’re alright
While you look me in the eye
Well tell me if you’re not good yeah if you’re not fine
I’ve been taking steps for the very first time
Now I can see that it’s so easy to sink in
I didn’t think I’d find myself here
Waiting for the last bus home
I can’t forget the fucking postcode
I can’t believe I don’t know
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8. |
44 Save All
03:57
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I said it's all good, don't worry.
We used to play, 44 save all
There was food on the table
They were moments that made all of me
Now I wonder home lost alone, lost alone
With broken bones, I take a mo to,
Simmer down
I stubbed my toe on the door
Same day I also found a fiver on the floor
4 am when I rest my head
I guess I'm not morning led
Lemon honey tea's when the breeze gets the better of me
I can't see what you see so tell me what's the recipe
Quite like drugs but they're not necessity
Keep my hopes low, it was meant to be, it was meant to be
I was at breaking point,
Lying in bed with my aching joints
When my brain had the same pain
Aching for days with a dim lit light left on
When it's sunny outside yeah I can't write songs
I guess I lost sight of a plan that was never there
Hold my hand if a moment is ever spare
And if not it's all good we can leave it bare.
We used to play, 44 save all
There was food on the table
They were moments that made all of me
Now I wonder home lost alone, lost alone
With broken bones, I take a mo to,
We used to play, 44 save all
There was food on the table
They were moments that made all of me
Now I wonder home lost alone, lost alone
With broken bones, I take a mo to,
Simmer Down.
Don't rush hold up,
He said when you hit low you can only hit higher
Well I'll think he was a liar
Cause lows kept comin' like a California fire
And as my toes burned on the gravel
A few things clicked, few thoughts unravelled
Like, I can just breathe for a sec
Take a step back and just leave for a sec
Cause the signs get twisted, state lifted
Where the pain won't rise, yeah, the paint subsides
I can vouch for that,
Last week I had a knife to my throat now I'm bouncing back
Yeah my mind feels numb like my face does,
Yet my hopes left high cause I'm stubborn
Guess I'll go home in the daylight
And hope there's some food in the cupboard
We used to play, 44 save all
There was food on the table
They were moments that made all of me
Now I wonder home lost alone, lost alone
With broken bones, I take a mo to,
Simmer Down.
We used to play, 44 save all
There was food on the table
They were moments that made all of me
Now I wonder home lost alone, lost alone
With broken bones, I take a mo to
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